Too much

Hell I'm getting tired.
Finding Star is more of a pain than I predicted. Even with the location the Lovett gave me. Thanks for that by the way. Star leaves less of a trail than I expected. I think I was expecting blood, blood, and more blood. A practical river that I could just walk down. Find the source, and be done. It's not. I've had to return to breaking Proxies so that they tell me what I need to know. And most of them aren't even that helpful.
And I'm less sure that there's a point to killing him. Fucking attendant loves him. And there's no getting at that thing for me. Still. If I can't kill him, I can hurt him. Maybe get a bit of blood. Give it to any of the scientists if and when they come back. Maybe Somael will decide to remove me from every existence. Keeps me from any of those horrible afterlives.
Sanna is gone. I'm really not happy about that. Especially with Carter MIA. I don't know enough people to let them disappear. Fucking hell is going to rain down on whoever the new jerk messing with runners is. As soon as Lovett finds them.
I'm gonna call it an early night everyone.

New Me, Old Mission

Mission is still to kill the scary guys. Just a lot less militaristic about it. Not gonna be shifting around as much anymore either. It has some consequences I would rather not deal with. Still, so long as I monitor my sanity, I can do as much good as possible.

Edit: Anyone wanna tell me where Star is so I can at least beat the fuck outta that asshole. Faster than I could alone.
Oh yeah. And anyone not trusting me, I'm free to meet at any point. Just tell me a few days ahead of schedule. Looking for Morningstar is a pain, by the by.

Home

I've been catching up. Not so happy about what I- he has been saying. I was kinda trapped. Lost would be a more accurate description. Imagining and believing that everyone is gone, and that everyone is different are two very different things. I couldn't do it. Supposedly that means that it's nigh on impossible to displace me when the old man isn't making me lose my mind.
Fingers crossed.
As for what he's been saying? His friends and him have definitely been cleaning up things, but I can't say anything about Whats his name. The attendant. Nor can I say anything for sure about the fears. I didn't see Slendy or the Mother, but maybe I was lucky.
They trained me in how to shift smarter. Told me how to fight the right way. Taught me about the weakness of the fears. Assuming they're not full of shit, that is. Which is not an entirely safe bet.

I'm home. Ask me whatever you want to. Just not right now. Right now I need to sleep for a few days. Fucking hell. I'll catch up on what's been going on later. Catch you  up on what's been happening to me.

Clarifications

Alright. Well. My master is no longer here to watch me. He's a bit old fashioned. He's the one that leads with the "death is the only solution." bit. I'd much rather shift everyone that can be shifted over to a reality that we've already reclaimed. Second, the reason WHY we remove as many people as possible. It weakens the fears. Plain and simple. You can kill them in a flat out fight, even with all the people here, but you'd have to be the lovechild of me, kelevera, morningstar, incognito, and redlight. Terrifyingly powerful and damn near indestructible. Even after taking away all of their power, killing fears is tricky business. I've done it mono e mono exactly once. And I was fueled with rage at that point in time. Usually I do it with about three or four other people.

If my master wants something else after we've reclaimed all the realities, well, I guess he'll make the list. Saying that when he's around is really fucking dangerous. Primarily because he can erase any one of us not in our reality at a thought.

And the other thing. Your Linux is coming back after Three things. I find the last of the help I need. I kill Mourning, and then I remind a couple of the fears that they can be destroyed. You will not see him again until that happens. But you will see him the moment after that happens.

Oh, and anyone well versed in Pathing, you are needed to kill Mourning. I already have myself, and two of the other necessary powers. I need you to help me kill this world's master before I can beat Mourning into a bloody pulp that will be incinerated, and the ashes thrown into a volcano. That fucker deserves worse than I can imagine.

Nice to meet you all

Hey peoples. My name, like the previous resident, is Linux. I'm kinda sorta the same person, except I never took the name. We did a lot of different things. I embraced the old man while this one seems to fear him. And the old man doesn't like for his people to fear him. Linux is being held in the reality I come from, not that different from this one, but one that His people have already become established. I'm actually in his body, you can't enter a reality where it's version of you is still alive physically. One of the rules I guess. So he/I'm here and I/he's stuck in the other reality, being carefully watched by some of my friends. None of you will be able to talk to him in any way, seeing as how he doesn't exist at the moment.
He seems to have started down the right path, except he's only killing the guilty. I'm gonna be killing pretty much anyone that is a proxy, guilty or innocent since it weakens the other fears. Runners too. That's pretty much all of you huh? Now, I might not be here for too terribly long, but I'm gonna shake things the fuck up.
Have fun and remember- Nobody is safe.

the old man is back. i never noticed that he has three faces. fuck. i'm slipping already. can't focus that well. around him the realities become one. there's so many, and some of them are so much more beautifyl than this one. maybe he can make this one like one of those  ones. noo he will make it like the one i see. he will make this world a hell. my hell. to burn in forever looking at what i've done. can't let him control me. i'm like a god when he's here though. i can make anything from nothing, bring fire to here with a thought. destroy buildings with a blink. and nothing can touch me. ever, but i can still see the world. it's perfect. i can cleanse the world. NO! stop please. hahahahahahaha. i have to go. have to get away from this place. before i lose myself forever. bye bye, see you all soon hopefuly.

News

So, Maddie the bitch is dead. That's really fucking good, she was decently high on the list. But Sanna thinks she's going off the deep end. Not good. Nothing I can do about it though.
Morningstar. Fucking hell. Something about gas station attendents to the reality. Somael or something like that. Supposedly existing outside of reality. Clearly in an outside that isn't my outside, cuz I haven't run into them yet. Pretty sure that, like the fears, they exist one per reality. Mainly because that realities version of BP (Still an asshat.) wrote about something that sounded similar, but he called it Hervet.
Kelevera threatened me when I threatened Maddie. Now, let me make this crystal clear. I am NOT weak. Killing me might be as tough as killing Kelevera. Maybe more. I can wrap my body in portals, which actually means that the s-man himself would take a few seconds of physical contact to touch me. And anything that isn't made of azoth would just pass right through me, harmlessly. The properties of azoth and the portals is- dangerous to say the least. It starts opening up portals that I can't close. Not good. Especially since they grow faster the more azoth there is on this side of the portal.
Carter- Well. Carter seems to have gone a bit odd. I'm still not going to say I agree with him being in charge at the moment. Especially with Keith being on board.

Toss Up

I can't decide right now. Check up on Carter? Look further into the Old Man situation? Go and fight Maddie? Go and try to fight Morningstar? Kill more of the less scary but more psycho monsters? All got it's ups and downs. Thinking that Carter is more pressing, check up on that first though. It'd suck if he went the way of the psychopath.
Thoughts? Did I miss anything? Is there anything else I should be focusing on?

Gotta stay Sane

It's done. I killed all the leaders of the organization I was hunting. BP was some sissy. Amazing how one man can run that much shit. There're still a lot more people that hurt good people, but I think I'm calm now. Terrified, but the rage has passed. I found documents detailing the old man. They called him something else, but I can tell it was him.
I can't stop it from happening. It's going to spread. And people are going to die. I was suffering from rage, but it was also a fear of our reality. That's the one that gives the old man power. The one that gives his servants power. And now that he's here, it's going to happen. Other people will start seeing him. Other people will start spreading him, like a disease. Cause his servants, any servants really make reality a worse place. And the long term consequence? Not gonna make you guys worry about that. It's just really freaking bad. Like, worse than WW3 bad. Even with fears. We could return from that at least.

I'm scared. Of what's going to happen. Of what I might do.

Fear Me

Alright. Two things.
First. I'm on the warpath. Anyone that I find that I think of as evil is gonna either die, or at least be seriously hindered. I mean, I know I can't kill redlight or Kelevera. They're just too immortal. I can take them out of commission for a couple days though. Especially now.
That brings us to number two. I've mentioned an old man. He's a fear. Something about the fear of reality. I've been a load more powerful lately, and I'm pretty sure he's the reason. If I had to guess, I'd say that he's gonna start picking up converts all over the place.

I'd just like to say this. I don't work for or with him. I'm making this reality a better one. One body at a time.
First target, the organization, then wherever the winds take me. Hahaha. When I was younger I dreamt of traveling. Guess I'll get that.
Keith's gone now. Back on the airplane. Didn't see him off. Wishing I had now.

Need a Hospital

Keith just got shot. He's alive, but I need to leave him somewhere. He needs something to keep his lung from filling up with blood. Anyone got a safe hospital I can leave him at? I've got cash.

It's my fault. Should have left him with Carter's gang. I kinda lost it after he took the bullet. Sent everyone in the building over. All at once. Biggest thing I've done yet. Thinking it's time I start hitting harder.  I mean, if nobody's with me, why bother holding back? I can kill so many more of the fuckers that hurt people if I go all out. Hahaha. Ahhh.

Alright. Next facility in an hour. Going in with a handgun, and two things I made for myself. Kinda like tonfas, except sharper. Oh, and a load of bullets. Should be all I need. I'm thinking I can get through the first thirty or so in an hour.

Hahahahahahah. I'll talk to all a ya next time I've got a free moment.

Oh, yeah. And seriously. Anyone that knows a hospital that's safe. Or anyone that can watch him. I already stole one of those machines, made sure the hospital knew so they didn't go looking for it when it was needed. He's hooked up right now. I can't let Keith die.