Farewell

I think I'm done with it all. I'm trying to get to that reality. The one I was laughing in. The one where my old friends are still alive, and they don't hate me for ruining their lives. Where I don't hate me for ending them. Where I can forget about killing so many people. About failing to save others. May or may not succeed. Just felt y'all deserved an explanation for why I disappear. Since Lovett's out this is the best time. See y'all later. Well hopefully not, but have good luck despite everything. Kill Artsyom. He's a psychopath obsessed with getting Sanna's love. Don't let Carter do whatever he's doing. Kill kelly before he transcends if you can. Don't kill yourself doing it. Don't die. Bye hopefully.

The Escape

I can actually type now. Slowly, but it's a start. Maybe I'll try shooting later. Anyways. The escape.

They knocked me out while I was in my cell and took me into an armored car sort of situation. It was also made of that fucking material. They talked to me the whole time I was in there. About how I'd agree with them more, since I already understood them. Understanding just meant that they seemed all the more monstrous. But They didn't knock me out when they got to the place. It was a sort of grove in the middle of nowhere. They tried to always have one of there's on me, something to watch me in case I shifted. They did, but my will was stronger. I pulled whichever asshat had me, and whirled him around and strangled him with the chain of the handcuffs. Or I tried to, but then reinforcements came. Another shift with choky. Got the key from his pocket while he recovered. Took off the cuffs and finished what needed to be done. Shifted both of us back to here. Aaaand then a blow to the back of my head. Aaaand number one was gripping both my arms. And he's strong,m both in will and in body.

"You know what Number eight? He was weak. If he can't stand his own against you, then he didn't deserve to be among us. It would have been nice if you hadn't killed him, but you'll be his replacement. Now lets go meet our master." And then he started steering me. Right towards the trees.

Something smallish, cylindrical in nature, and grey rolled out of somewhere never did see where exactly but it was a smoke grenade. The nameless were surprised as all hell. Bullet tore right through number one's shoulder, and I broke loose. Punched him in the jaw to keep him down just in case. One was looking to tackle my savior- Lovett, and take him somewhere. Intercepted the jackass and Lovett finished him while I was getting up. And then I froze. I saw him. The old man. Seeing him made me jump around. The worlds I'd never seen. Fire and flames and death. More death. Me, walking menacingly towards me, smiling that evil smile. Thousands of snakes, faceless people as far as the eye could see of all different ages, facing me. A planetwide library, a world torn apart by war, this one nuclear and not fear based. (Lovett claims the radiation is superficial) A world where Sanna stood atop bodies, another with Kelevera walking towards me, trying to save me. Why the fuck he would want to save me, I have no clue. I saw a couple other things, but they might be risky to share.
One where I was sitting laughing with my friends. Having a picnic. Laughing. Smiling. Jesus. There's a reality where that could have been.
He left. Lovett claims he only saw an old man for a second or so, but it felt like a minute in each reality. He does have power over time I guess.
Lovett cleaned up the last guy and the rest scattered. I passed out, and he took me to where I am now.
I'm gonna go sleep now everybody. Talk to y'all later.